Road Trip

   This past weekend I went down to Boulder City with Josie Garff. I just love road trips with her! We talk, sing, and go crazy! In Boulder City we did a lot of the same types of things too. I played lots of games, danced(a lot), sang a ton, and hung out with random people a little.

   I loved it! Though I'm 95% sure that I could never live down there. I would get in WAY too much trouble. I wasn't tempted even slightly to do bad stuff but my music choices weren't so hot and the things that went on in conversations I was a part of weren't so good all the time. I mean nothing like I need to repent of it or anything, but just not stuff that brings the spirit. haha anyways... after that little ramble. Let's just say I was seriously ready to head home and go to mission prep. I needed spiritual upliftment. :)

   I am loving mission prep right now! Seriously, I feel the spirit so strong in there and it makes me feel way less overwhelmed about me going on a mission in September. There was also a CES fireside by Elder D. Todd Christofferson, and it was super good. I was really glad I stayed. I am loving my scriptural habits right now, they honestly make me a happier person.

   I pretty much have no life right now. The sad thing is I'm kind of alright with it. I mean besides tonight, I go to bed really early and my body wakes me up before my alarm goes off which is super nice. Some nights, not very often, I get texts asking if I do want to do something and normally I really would just rather stay home. I mean if I get invited I normally always go and enjoy myself but I don't feel bad in the slightest when I don't get invited anywhere. Is that pathetic or what?

   My influx of letters has subsided. :( This actually does make me really sad and lonely. Ever since I was 16 and got my cell phone I have had tons of guy friends to text/talk to. Nothing ever romantic or anything but just that I could talk to(I mean I've only ever kissed 2 guys). Ever since all of my guy friends turned 19 they all left. There is seriously no one left (who is a guy) that I can talk to. It is depressing. I cannot wait until I'm out on a mission so that I will be busy and not at home thinking about receiving letters back. It is honestly so heartbreaking everyday when I go to the mailbox and the only mail I get is bills. Luckily I still get to read the emails of a few of my friends so at least I get to know what's going on with them, even if it's not direct conversation with me. I know that me wanting letters back is extremely selfish because these boys are out serving the Lord and obviously doing it well because they are so busy. I need to just chill and be grateful for what they're out doing.

   I have my back appointment on the 17th, and I am honestly so nervous about it. I don't know what he's going to say about it... I hope whatever it is I can get back to doing Zumba soon... I really miss it! I hate not being able to exercise...

   Oh! When I was in boulder I played this game on the Wii called Just Dance, I'm pretty much in love with it. I'm pretty sure I'm buying it... like tomorrow.

   Well sorry this post is mostly sad... ttfn